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something i could never have

and so i lie here in bed. face up. pressed into your side of the bed, willing you back. letting the tears flow, feeling them roll off my eyes and onto my cheeck, down under my ears and into my hair. silently weeping. trying to repair the hole that was made when you decided i wasn't enough.

reminding myself that this isn't about you. this is about me.
oh christ

12:57 a.m. - 2006-12-14

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