my Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Things worth waiting for Oh doobies. I very rarely smoke pot, but I've smoked twice in the last two days. Not that this is a bad thing. The highs are nice now, giggly and fun. Introspective, not self destructive. It's funny how you feel your biggest moments of absolute clarity when foggy as shit. Are they really moments of clarity, or are you so consumed in the haze that you think and imagine this perspective (prespective) on reality that may not be necessarily true. But what is true? There is no true anything. Just people's take on the truth.
Once, in grade five, my teacher was so sick of reading 28 short stories that were filled with the words "I" and "said" that he made everyone in the class re-write them without using those words. If my thoughts were transcribed, Mr. Adrian would shoot either me or himself. Twin Peaks is one weird fucking show. There is a particular person I need to cut out of my life. This person is toxic and makes me weak. Bad decisions are made. Unhealthy, unbenefitial actions and repercussions. Sometimes men think only with their dinks. Sometimes, women do too. I was sad and lonely and horny. It will not happen again. I need to be an adult about this. My heart is at stake. 12:41 a.m. - 2007-05-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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